Why am i dating a loser
I used to be the most upbeat person you could meet.people-- relax.you have much to live for-- if you can just help some one else. no matter how much education, or how thin or attractive you are, nothing matters unless you can help someone else. so go serve someone else, and you will realize that you have purpose... So lets see what makes you a loser: You say that..."I was not good in school"I don't think anyone was ever good at school.So, give me 5 you on the path of great change."I am to stupid to kill myself I have tried and even failed at that"In your one of your previous statements you said "I am fat" well if you are doing nothing about it then you are busy killing yourself.So you not stupid at all and if you have done nothing about your fat, then you have not failed at all.I think all of us has/had a least 1 friend in our life time.Friends is like a Color Cube Puzzle you have to match the colors up, some prefer to make a pattern, or do their own thing others prefer to match them up, how do you prefer you Color Cub Puzzle to be complete?
PS: I get alone very well with my mom and sister no grudges or going back to the past, its what I choose."I am 43 years old, ugly fat"Age no one can stop. Lets be honest, if you feel that you want to lose the weight then you need to know that its going to take blood sweat and tears to lose it and don't be a fool who thinks that it will happen in a month, because it will not, more like a few months but it all depends on HOW much you put IN that determines HOW much gets OUT:) plus you will start to feel so so so much better inside, emotionally."I have no purpose in life"Their is no purpose in life! No matter who you are, turning your life around can be as easy as deciding that you're going to draw a line in the sand and make a change right now. The people in school will not be in your life forever so even if they dislike you, remember that it's temporary. Luckily, with just a little time and energy, no one has to!Then use that as a starting point in BUILDING friendships that LAST as friends are not really forever, but in general people have about 5 (and thats a high number) friends who stick together for a long time."My marriage was a joke"No, it was an eye opener:) You were treated like sh*** but hey half the men/women in the world are treated like that. So have a heart, more women are treated like sh*** than men in a marriage.
So it just means you are that closer to finding someone who won't treat you like that."I had a son who my mom and another lady raised cuz I wasnt good enough"Hell man, my mom told me in my days "no women would want me" my sister told me "you will amount to nothing", and the outcome I stuck to my values, beliefs, and people don't see as any of the above, in fact the opposite and no I ain't that great looking according to our lovely media or society just because of me. Does not make us that UNTIL we choose to lay down and accept it.
I used to accuse her of cheating on me but she wasn't.